I’ve always been the type of person who has her nose in a book. I’ve also always been the person who could start and finish a book in just one sitting. But when I was still in undergrad, I found it difficult to find and manage the time to read for pleasure. I was finding it tough to stay engaged in some of my assigned texts and finding myself frustrated that I couldn’t find the time I wanted to just sit down and read a book for pleasure.
For as long as I can remember, I’ve been the person trying to coax her friends into reading; the person who thought reading was cool before everyone else did. I’d be raving about the book I was reading at home, telling friends (whether they cared or not) what fictional characters had fallen in love or which fictional boyfriend I wished was my real boyfriend. I think at the end of most conversations, the most I’d succeeded in doing was making my friends feel like they’d read the book already rather than going home and wanting to pick it up themselves.
Back in those days – middle and high school – I was staying up ’til all hours of the night blinded by the light of my book light on my paperbacks or from my iPod touch in my dark bedroom as I devoured book after book on Wattpad, starting to explore my own writing a little bit too, hoping one day, I could strike it as big as the writers I was following.
I was lost in a world In fiction and loving every second of it. Sometimes, I still find myself there. All times, I wish I was still there. But with real life and real responsibilities, it’s harder now.
Then, I found a way to begin managing the time in college: take some time at the end of every day to read. I started giving myself hard cut offs at night, where I’d stop all of my schoolwork and focus on reading something for pleasure. It didn’t have to be for long, and I wasn’t reading at the pace I was able to before, but I was still giving myself the opportunity and pleasure I was missing.
When COVID hit and we had months upon months of time at home, I dove right back into reading and was carving out time for my own writing as well while taking my classes.
When I graduated, I thought I would be plowing through books; if I could make it work during the lockdown, shouldn’t I have been able to make it work even better when I had more time on my hands?
I had made inventory lists of all my unread books I had at home, I had written down a collection of books I wanted to read, tropes I loved, authors I followed, and most importantly, now I had all the time to do all the reading I wanted.
And guess what happened? I barely read anything.
It seemed that the more time I had, the more time I had to focus on the fact that I had the time. And all the time I had was suddenly occupied with thinking that I had it, not actually using it.
Now this is just long-winded way of me saying that (1) I’ve thankfully gotten back on track, and (2) I have Goodreads and audiobooks to thank for it.
I keep myself so organized, almost to a fault sometimes, and those lists I mentioned, they were all tracked on Excel spreadsheets. Color coordinated. Dated. You name it. But it wasn’t working. I had the lists, but suddenly, my motivation to read was gone. And that had never happened.
I have a never-ending note on my phone dating back to early high school tracking all of my reading. You want to know what I read on December 3rd, 2015? I could tell you. Catcher in the Rye, chapters 3-6. May 8th, 2021? Beach Read, Chapter 1.
So, I took that note and I took the spreadsheets I made during Covid and I turned to Goodreads.
I input everything (everything I cared about, anyway) into my Goodreads account and discovered the Yearly Reading Challenge.
It was one thing for me to want to set a reading goal, but it was a whole other thing to see it all in front of me and structured in a visual way that appealed much better to my brain.
I wanted so desperately to not only make, but exceed my goal. I succeeded in 2022 and I’m well on my way again in 2023, and that, ladies and gentleman, is what absolutely catapulted my reading.
Goodreads, plus the discovery of audiobooks.
I had listened to a couple of classics on Youtube for school, but I hated them. My mind wandered, and it probably didn’t help that the books I was listening to were books I had little to no interest in. I would listen, and listen, and listen… but if you asked me what I’d just listened to, I couldn’t tell it back to you. My mind was blank.
So, fast forward: I’ve graduated college, I’ve recently quit my job, I’ve travelled so much that I don’t have very much money left, and I remember that I have a library card.
I connect it to Overdrive, find my libraries and its partner libraries, and I find a random book called Again, But Better by Christine Riccio, hitting play immediately.
I remember I was feeling sad when I did it. I was cleaning out the spare room, I was stressed about work and finances, and I just wanted something to pick me up. So, I put my headphones in and I was instantly hooked. I felt connected the characters right off the bat. I was following the story like I was walking in the characters’ footsteps. And I was crazy invested in the love story.
Needless to say, I finished the audiobook in one sitting, and suddenly, I had it back. My fictional world was back. I was calling friends and recommending this book to them, telling everyone I knew or who I thought may be even just slightly like the book that they HAD to read it.
I didn’t create a reading goal for 2021, but I was getting through books like rapid fire, and knowing now how much I liked audiobooks, I took on a challenge I’d been trying to get myself to complete since I first discovered the series back in middle school: I was going to read the entire Shadowhunters series.
If any of you know anything about those books, you know that reading them is no small feat. It’s a minimum of twenty books, plus at least four that have yet to be published. And they are not short books by any means. But I promised myself I’d do it, and I’m currently on the last of the published books thus far and have loved every moment. But I also know I never would have gotten through the books had it not been for audiobooks.
So, in what could have taken maybe three paragraphs and has now taken 25, my point here is this: as an avid reader, I know reading is hard. If you’re reading this and struggling to find the time or find the drive to pick up that book, try looking at the situation differently.
My notes and my spreadsheets, as organized as they were, weren’t on their own giving me what I needed to get myself moving and get back on track. Things like Goodreads and audiobooks really helped me, and maybe they can help you too. Or, there could be other resources out there for you.
It may sound silly, but my gratitude for the two mediums can’t go unsaid, because if you know me personally or you’ve only read this one post from me, I hope that you can see one thing: I love books.
I don’t know if there’s much of anything in this entire world that I’m more passionate about than I am about books. But there was a time when I pushing books away and I just couldn’t figure out how to fit them in my world the way I wanted. Now, I couldn’t push them away if I wanted to (not that I ever would, but I’m sure you know that).
Keep checking the Books tab on my site if you want to see what I’m reading, if you need recommendations, and if I have any reading tips or tricks, I’ll be sure to share them too 🙂
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